Hi, been a long time didn't see my blog. Thanks to her, she was bringing me into this blog again.

Today, I updated my profile and all because it is sucks. Updating into the grow up level which I already reach the age of 20's person.
I'm so glad to see my friend since highschool struggle their life and commitment to be a responsible person. But in other side, we're still enjoying our life together to make our life colorful.
Soon some of them are getting married while I'm here still getting know my partner day by day. Everyone of us, seems like struggling for own goals and dreams. I would like to thank her because she know i'm being myself but unfortunately at the end I'm hurting her. I'm not purposely doing that. I just don't want myself look so weak by taking care others while ignore myself. Sokay, I still love you babe. Thank you for taking care of me, give advice and motivate me to be more mature on doing some decision and surviving in this economic phase of life. I'm so grateful for having you and I hope you be more patient with my annoying of me.

Everyday I'm so frustrating with myself thinking on what is not happening yet. Because I'm more into looking forward so that i can prepare on what will happened. In matter of financial, personal, career and the next level of our relationship which is getting married ( idk when but tunggu kita dua betul betul ready). Sometimes I'm regret with decision, but that was happened. Yeah I'm stuck with commitment which I need to limit my enjoy things or having something I cant get before. Well that is okay, these taught me how to be more grateful on what I have. Alhamdulillah. Cuma kalau nak sesuatu kita kena lah funding usaha untuk dapatkan. Everything we want, we need to sacrifice for ourselves. Sooner or later. I believe that good things comes late.

Thank God I still got my friend and also my partner which asking me whether i'm okay or not. What am I doing everyday. Thank you to those who present in my past for making me become more wise and mature in life.
Alright sampai sini je bebel. May Allah bless us with prosperity and happiness.